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Why Is It So Hard To Find My Wife/Soul Mate?

I’ve been sincerely looking for my soul mate and bride, but up until now, it has been an impossible challenge.
I have previously met some extremely suitable and great women, and we were passionately in love, but they had to move on since I was either too young or unprepared for marriage at the time.
Now that I am ready and able, no show!!!
I don’t want to just get married anyhow to anyone, I want someone who’s God-fearing, my soul mate, someone to who I’m attracted, loving, peaceful and so on.
I’m so confused!! Is true love this hard to find?
So,